Intelligent advice and common sense needed, please post!!

This is how it goes the situation: my first year at my HBCU i hated it, so i decided to transfer....that didn't exactly work out to my advantage, so i decided to enroll back at my former school..... problem: how the hell do i go back to a school, which i hated and laughed at, as i left... i mean, im a 20 year old young man with integrity, dignity, and self respect....how pathetic looking is it for me to crawl back to the place i loathed/despised now knowing that it was a dumb decision for me to even leave???? (im also still gonna be considered a sophomore for some reason :cry: ) i mean, am i suppose to blend in like i never left? the friend situation is kinda shaky 2, since i basically lost contact with most of the n!ggaz i chilled with the whole thing just feels weird to me, and i could use some friendly advice, or at least some sort of empathy.... holla at me p.s. im kinda giving this specific HBCU its right to anonymity .....should that matter tho

I'mma tell you like this: I HATED it my firist year too. I seriously considered leaving. But I didn't. I simply changed majors, which put me a year behind as far as my major is concerned. You shouldn't feel bad at all as far as your age and classification is concerned because you're not the only one. You may find people that are 50 years old and are sophomores in college. You're doing good as a black man for simply making an effort to get your degree. Don't worry about your age. You get boucous props just for going to school, whether you know it or not.