Let's be HONEST, people.....

I was in love with my ex. He was my first for everything. We shared a lot of things between each other, but the love was short-lived and ended after some months. Um...we are not friends, I used to sweat it but now I dont even care. I think about him often, but never act on it.

Never been in love...

Yeah, I've am/been in love....twice: 1) Was to a young lady I met in Upward Bound. Man, I fell in love with her over the summer, and our relationship almost blossomed into something. Over problem was, her mom was really played Warden and "locking her down" away from me. We saw each other up until her freshmen year in college, then she disappeared for my life for wahile. I can't explain it all (cause it's a looooong story) but, I didn't see her again for almost a year. And when I did, she was 5 months pregnant and engaged to be married. Draw a picture on where it went from there... 2) Now, to another young lady. We have been "on" for almost three years. I say "on" in that frame cause we used to be a couple, but I broke with her early on to date another female. (I'd rather leave then cheat) That turned out to be the single biggest mistake I've EVER made. Since then, my love for her grew, and grew, and grew. It took me a LONG time, but I managed to get her back....somewhat. Our relationship now is what I call "everything but". We go out together do all that couple stuff, but technically, we're not a couple. I blame myself. But, what I feel in my heart for this lady is too big.