Could you fall in luv with a former Freak??

I'm done with her now, it's no way I could wife her up. But she is definitely seven years behind mentally when it comes to social situations, and she is VEEEEEEEEEERY insecure and has hella low self esteem....so with most girls, I'd be mad and be like "eff that stupid **** biioootch, she's shady as hell" but she's too dumb and gullible to know she's shady...and I just feel bad for her. She has way too many issues for me to ever wife her up, so I'm happy that these things happened now instead of later on. But that's probably why many of us could never get with a "former freak" or "hoe from the past" because we feel that all it'll take is another random dude to come game em up and make em feel good for a few minutes, and they'll let them hit too. Most females who were loose at an extreme level have major mental issues, and are damaged from the jump.