let's talk brain tumors! YAYYYYY

DEFINITION Brain tumors are tumors that grow in the brain. A tumor is an abnormal growth caused by cells reproducing themselves in an uncontrolled manner. When doctors describe tumors in parts of the body other than the brain, they use the words benign (meaning harmless) or malignant (meaning cancerous). These meanings change, however, when referring to tumors in the brain. ---now why do you ask i described this, because due to a few bouts of me going completely blind for a few minutes followed with eye pain and pressure, and seeing that there was nothing wrong with my eye itself, i gotta go checked if i have a brain tumor or any other brain abnormality...yep ****, but heck i knew my brain was special :wink: ...had an MRI, CT SCAN, AND OPTICAL X-ray this morning scheduled but had to cancel because HU insurance is not sure it can cover those costs lol, and guess what the heck if i have insurance....anyways my doctor said its more than likely optical migraines which he gave me some **** for, so i feel better already and not stressing it but my arm hurts from 2 blood tests lol....and i havent gone blind one time YET....yeah but i doubt i have a tumor or anything of the like cause i have no family history of it, and plus even if i did, not like i can afford treatment...better to die anyways then to put my mom and sister through financial ruin...but HU said they might approve me next thursday for the tests, so we'll see how that goes, even though there is nothing wrong with me...and why did my doctor discuss chemo and surgery and possible therapy with me like i really had it??...yeah he made me cry a bit, but ive gone through much harder stuff and i wont let this stupid punk doctor scare me or break me down like that ever AGAIN...havent called my moms yet, but im cool with it...because im not sure anything's wrong with me and dont want her to be all freaked out...anyways point is, if i get the results back and it says "death inevitable"....then like i didnt want yall to be too shocked....yep have good day *going to take math midterm*

LOL better not be any posts about "ill pray for you" and etc....cause that just MAKES me feel yall already think im **** in the first place and trying to ask me to give me my tv in the will to you...just say "good luck" or something :lol:

Good Luck...or somethin!!!!! LOL!!!

ok blood test are normal from phone call JUST A few minutes ago...my doc said if im not getting blind flashes today like usual i should be fine and thats its most likely orbital migraines...but if i get another episode within a week i need to come in and definently get the tests, so far no blind episodes....so im glad to say, i more than likely 80% have nothing wrong with me, GO ME GO ME!...but it did make me realize i have alot to be thankful for!...